When
his family was poor 27 years ago, Daddy Zhang wasn't sure
if he should allow his son to go to university and work to
pay for the tuition. Now, his son has realized his dream
of becoming a doctor, and he has chosen to practice in the
little town of Yuli in eastern Taiwan. Daddy Zhang is
proud of being his father, and he has decided to volunteer
to support his son...
The 66-year-old man leans forward, quickly lowers his
arm, and skillfully and precisely slices a piece of
ginger; then he arranges the slices around the main dish.
Zhang Han-zhou is the father of Dr. Zhang Yu-lin, the
superintendent of Yuli Tzu Chi Hospital in eastern Taiwan.
Everybody in the hospital calls him Daddy Zhang. He is a
bit chubby and looks sweet, and he volunteers in the
hospital kitchen.
Daddy Zhang is not a medical person, but he supports
his son wholeheartedly. "Master Cheng Yen handed over
the Yuli Tzu Chi Hospital to my son, and that meant giving
him responsibility, not power. Since I'm determined to
serve here, I should take as good care of the hospital as
if it were my home."
Daddy Zhang said that he really admired the Master for
setting up a hospital in a remote place like Yuli, and he
also felt comfort in his son's decision to practice in
that rural area. To show his support of the hospital, he
moved to Yuli from his hometown of Pingtung, southern
Taiwan, and he now volunteers in the hospital.
Picking and washing vegetables, doing all kinds of
kitchen chores, weeding and watering in the hospital
garden, Daddy Zhang does everything happily. "I can't
help with any medical work, but I'm good at doing these
little things," he said. His words indicate how
confident he is in doing those jobs perfectly well.
Hard work
Daddy Zhang was the only boy in his family. When he was
three, his mother passed away, and when he was five, he
followed his father to Changchih Village in Pingtung. The
family was poor back then, so his nine older sisters were
either married off or were given to other families to
raise.
Daddy
Zhang quit school when he was 13 and started working with
his father. He harvested crops and chopped firewood; when
he got home, he also cooked and washed the clothes, but he
never complained. "My father was over 60 years old,
so I didn't want him to work too hard," explained
Daddy Zhang.
After he married, his life remained as harsh as ever.
When his son Yu-lin was only four months old, Daddy Zhang
was drafted into the army and stationed on Kinmen, an
island near China's southeastern coast. During his
two-year enlistment period there, his family back in
Pingtung depended solely on his wife, who had
to gather firewood and sweet potatoes. When she went out,
she carried her son on her back and a shoulder pole with a
bucket at each end across her shoulders. Her daughter was
in one bucket and some rocks in the other bucket as a
balance. Life was really bleak.
After he had completed his military service, Daddy
Zhang worked very hard to bring food to the table. He was
once hired to do logging in the mountains; he worked flat
out and never dared to rest. Even during Chinese New Year,
he didn't go
home to be with his family; instead, he simply asked a
friend to take his money back to them. "If I didn't
work for a day, I would make a lot less money," said
Daddy Zhang. He explained that a day's wage was just over
10 dollars (25 U.S. cents), and he had to work for three
days to be able to buy a small bag of rice. Because he
didn't go back home, he was able to save the
transportation cost and the travel time, with which he
could make more money.
A few years later, two more sons were born. Seeing his
grass hut falling apart, Daddy Zhang borrowed money from
friends and bought an old house and a little piece of
farmland. He and his wife worked hard every day. When his
oldest daughter was married, his son Yu-lin, who was then
in secondary school, was old enough to become a great help
to the family.
Every day when school was over, Yu-lin would come home,
put down his schoolbag, cut vegetables to feed the pigs,
wash the pig pen, and scoop up pig dung for fertilizer. On
weekends, he would weed the fields and spray pesticides.
Yu-lin was only 13 years old, but he had to carry a
pesticide bucket weighing 30 kilograms (66 pounds) and
walk back and forth spraying the chemical in the field.
"He wasn't very tall, and the muddy rice paddy was
deep. When he stepped down into it, you could barely see
his little head from a distance," Daddy Zhang
tearfully recalled.
Not enough food
Yu-lin's university entrance exam results were not high
enough to get him into the university he wanted to attend.
Determined to get into medical school, he carefully asked
his father if he could study at a "cram school"
in Kaohsiung in southern Taiwan to prepare for the
following year's entrance examinations. Awkwardly, Daddy
Zhang said to his son, "Aren't you overestimating
yourself? Without enough money to even put food on the
table, I don't have any to send you to a cram
school."
The school's tuition, residence fee, and living
expenses amounted to a large sum of money. Daddy Zhang
said that he and his wife had to labor to feed his old
father and two younger boys. The income from farming was
very little, and their lives were hard. "Six people
had to eat. I usually bought a small bag of rice with the
wages that I earned over three days. Even with a lot of
sweet potatoes added, the rice was completely gone in just
two days."
Yu-lin, being mature and understanding, comprehended
his father's difficulty. Just before this, Daddy Zhang had
borrowed some money from a farmers' cooperative to
renovate their old house and add five more rooms, so that
his children could live in a better house. "The loan
was very large, and I had to pay every month,"
remembers Daddy Zhang.
Yu-lin knew that the loan was a burden to his parents,
so he went to work in a factory, which upset Daddy Zhang.
"It was heartbreaking to know that his job of looking
after the machines was very dangerous. Twenty years ago,
school fees were very expensive, so for a poor family like
ours, I simply needed to work harder."
Fortunately, Yu-lin achieved his dream: The results of
the university entrance exams the following year allowed
him to go to the National Defense Medical Center. The
tuition was waived, and he also received an allowance
every month, which reduced the burden to his family.
"I was delighted to hear that he was accepted to
the medical college. He was the first person from our
village to go to college," recalled Daddy Zhang. He
felt proud of his son, as all the hardship had finally
paid off.
A surprising but touching
decision
After graduating from the medical center, Yu-lin
started out as a resident doctor, then attending doctor,
and finally he was promoted to director of neurosurgery at
the Taoyuan Military No. 804 Hospital in western Taiwan.
But a dramatic decision that he made in 1997 really
surprised his father.
"He
was treated and paid well in that hospital in western
Taiwan, but he said that he wanted to work for Hualien Tzu
Chi Hospital in eastern Taiwan." Daddy Zhang didn't
understand his son's decision, but when he realized that
his son wanted to help people in remote areas, he looked
forward to it.
Yuli Tzu Chi Hospital was opened in 2003, and Yu-lin
was assigned to work there as deputy superintendent in
charge of administrative duties. In 2005, he became the
superintendent of the hospital, and his duties became
heavier.
"He's ended up in a remote area to serve the
villagers, but that's an ideal and a noble duty that a
conscientious doctor should hold," said Daddy Zhang.
He was happy that his son wanted to practice in the
countryside, because Daddy Zhang, also from a rural area,
fully understood that these areas are in great need of
medical resources. He felt proud that his son wasn't
interested in making a lot of money but wanted to help
people in a small village in southern Taiwan.
At the end of 2005, Zhang came to visit his son in Yuli,
and he also attended the hospital year-end blessing
celebration. As soon as he walked into the hospital, he
was attracted to the strong ambiance of Tzu Chi
humanitarianism.
"I noticed Tzu Chi people all talked very politely
and had smiles on their faces, so it helped bring people
closer to them," said Daddy Zhang. Yuli Tzu Chi
Hospital is small, but it pulls people together and makes
them feel embraced by love every day.
Once, his son invited him to a free clinic in the
mountains. Daddy Zhang saw that the hospital staff and
volunteers were busy moving equipment and setting up the
place, so he also rolled up his sleeves and helped.
"I might be older than the rest of them and unable to
move as nimbly, but it felt good to work with them."
When the free clinic started, Daddy Zhang saw some
women preparing food in the kitchen, and they seemed to be
having a lot of fun! Being very familiar with kitchen
chores, he joined these happy women.
"That time gave me a good impression about Yuli.
The air was fresh, the place was nice, people were
friendly, and I felt young again." Daddy Zhang said
that the good environment and friendly people were the
reasons why he liked to go there often. Therefore, Yuli
became his home, and even though he still goes back to
visit his former home in Pingtung, he returns to Yuli
quickly because he misses the place.
Coming to serve, not to enjoy
In Yuli, Daddy Zhang noticed that in addition to his
other duties, Yu-lin saw patients, performed surgeries,
and took shifts in the emergency room; he would even see
patients in aboriginal villages on weekends. But
strangely, Daddy Zhang never heard his son complain about
the hard work; instead, he did all this happily.
His
daughter-in-law and grandchildren also volunteered in the
hospital constantly. Whether they were pushing sickbeds,
delivering case histories, or consoling patients, they
seemed to enjoy doing it very much.
Daddy Zhang's curiosity finally made him volunteer in
the hospital one day. On that day, he washed and cut
vegetables and cleaned the floor in the kitchen, and then
he weeded and watered in the gardens on the roof and in
the front yard. He volunteered the whole day, and his
chronic migraine never bothered him.
"I would feel bored with nothing to do at home, so
it was so helpful to be a volunteer." Daddy Zhang
described it in a different way: Being a volunteer could
make his life so fulfilling that he could forget his own
illness and his mind was at peace. With his body and mind
relieved, he felt much healthier.
According to Daddy Zhang, now that the whole family is
volunteering, they all feel close to each other
spiritually and have something to talk about. They see
each other more often in the hospital than at home, but it
doesn't mean that they have become estranged from each
other. Instead, they take every opportunity when they see
each other to share their ideas. They can talk about
anything.
Daddy Zhang once told Yu-lin that after he passed away,
he would like to donate his body to medical students for
their anatomy classes. He believed that his son's ability
to become a neurosurgeon who could perform so many
surgeries and save so many lives was because many
strangers had given their bodies to medical students like
Yu-lin to practice on. Therefore, they helped with his
son's achievement today. "As a senior citizen, I have
nothing to contribute but my physical body."
Upon hearing his father's decision, Yu-lin was quite
surprised, because he had thought that his father would
cling to the traditional Chinese notion that one should be
buried with one's body whole and intact. He believed that
his father must have been inspired by Master Cheng Yen's
teaching on TV: "We only have the right to use our
bodies; we don't really own them."
Daddy Zhang said that his son is so busy that they
don't often have meals together; sometimes Yu-lin even has
to sleep in his office. However, Daddy Zhang feels that
his son treats him well and is attentive to details.
"Every time I finish the fruit he gives me, he gives
me a tissue to clean my hands."
Whenever Daddy Zhang thinks about his son's goodness,
he smiles happily: "He is a doctor not to make money,
but to fulfill his duty of saving lives."
Although his son is now the superintendent, Zhang still
likes everyone to call him "Daddy Zhang" or
simply "Brother" like all Tzu Chi men address
each other, but not "the superintendent's
father." "Everyone is a volunteer and does the
same work; there is no difference between us. I'm fine
here."
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