An
old monk and a little monk were traveling on foot.
Together they walked through forests and trekked over
mountains and valleys. Wherever they were, the old monk
always walked ahead, while the little monk, carrying their
baggage, tagged along behind. Throughout their journey,
the two of them kept each other company and took care of
each other.
As the little monk sauntered along, he thought to
himself: We are blessed to be born as human beings, but in
our short lives we have to go through the cycle of birth,
aging, illness, and death and endure the pain of
reincarnation. What torment our lives are! But since I've
decided to devote myself to spiritual cultivation, I must
stay firm in my commitment to become a bodhisattva and
relieve people of their suffering. I must never get lazy,
and I must always do my best to cultivate myself.
As the novice was thinking these thoughts, the old monk
suddenly turned around and said to him with a smile,
"Come, give me the baggage and walk ahead of
me." Although puzzled, the little monk did as he was
told.
With the baggage gone, the little monk suddenly felt
unencumbered and relaxed. His thoughts began to wander:
The Buddhist scriptures say that bodhisattvas have to help
all suffering beings the best they can. How tired a
bodhisattva must be! The world is full of suffering
people. How can we possibly save all of them? I'd better
take care of myself instead of being bothered by the
suffering of others.
As soon as this thought arose, the old monk called out
to him in a stern voice, "Stop!" The little monk
quickly turned around and was taken aback by the severe
look on his master's face. The old monk handed the baggage
over to him and said, "Take this and walk behind
me."
The little monk did as ordered. Soon he was thinking
again. How we mortal beings suffer! I was happy and
carefree a moment ago, but I became unhappy in the blink
of an eye. A human mind is so fickle and unreliable.
Realizing that an ordinary man's mind fluctuates easily,
he vowed once again to cultivate his spirituality in order
to stay calm and serene and not be influenced by outside
circumstances. Besides, as a novice, I'll be able to meet
many people and soothe their suffering hearts. It will be
a most fulfilling life.
Just then the old monk turned around, took the baggage
from the little monk, and told him to walk in front of
him.
As the day wore on, the little monk repeatedly
vacillated between doing spiritual cultivation and
quitting. The third time the old monk chided him, the
little monk finally asked his master why his manner kept
changing.
The old monk replied, "Although you show an
interest in spiritual cultivation, you aren't resolute
enough to carry it out. You're quick to make vows, but you
back out of them just as quickly. If you keep changing
your mind like this, how can you possibly achieve
anything?"
When he heard these words, the little monk suddenly
felt ashamed of himself. He knew his master was right.
After pondering for a while, he made the commitment to
dedicate himself to spiritual practice again. When the old
monk again told him to go before him, the little monk
dared not do so. "Master, this time I am truly
sincere in my vow. I'll hold firm to it and never back out
again."
Sensing his sincerity, the old monk smiled. After that,
the two of them walked side by side, talking and laughing
merrily together.
We all know that it is important to make good vows and
persist in them. However, for many people, it is easy to
make commitments but hard to stick to them. Life is
impermanent--we may be safe and sound today, but who knows
what will happen to us tomorrow? If we keep making vows
but also keep breaking them, we will be wasting our
precious time and never succeed in accomplishing anything.
What a pity that would be!
When you have made a good vow, remain committed to it
no matter what difficulties stand in the way. If you can
carry out your vows resolutely, you will definitely make
it in life.
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