"I
have overcome the greatest difficulty in my life. What
else can be too hard for me?" After Huang Yang-guang
had learned to write with his foot, he felt that nothing
in life could be too great a challenge for him. What a
normal person could do, he could do even better. At one
time his disabilities deeply worried his parents, but now
he is his family's pride as he tours the world and amazes
audiences with his dancing. "One does not need to be
whole of limb to achieve what one wants to
achieve," Huang observes. "What is more
important is to have a healthy mind."
To the accompaniment of a lilting melody, Huang
Yang-guang (黃陽光)
effortlessly shoulders a pole on the ends of which two
buckets are suspended. Picking up a ladle with his toes,
he sets to watering some rice seedlings. When he feels
tired, he sits on the ground and holds up a towel with his
toes to wipe away the sweat on his face.
When he feels the sun is too strong, he uses his foot to
throw up a broad-brimmed straw hat and then nimbly moves
his shoulders to let the hat land squarely on his head.
His agile dance steps and movements almost make the
audience forget that he has no arms.
The dance Huang is performing onstage--"The Green,
Green Rice Seedlings"--reflects his real life. As the
son of a farmer, he used to help out on the farm. Onstage
he shines as a dancer, and in real life he is just as
impressive. He faces the physical limitations that fate
imposed on him with a positive attitude, and he never
fails to do his utmost to develop and explore his
potential. His smiles are always as bright as sunshine.
One cannot help feeling that the young man really lives up
to his name, Yang-guang, which literally means
"sunshine."
Huang was born in 1977 in Guilin, Guangxi
Province, China. When he was five, he went with his mother
to visit his aunt. Coming from a poor village, he had
never seen a power transformer before. So when he saw one
here, his curiosity was so piqued that he climbed up a
utility pole to touch it. His body absorbed the force of
the high voltage electricity, and all the lights in the
village went out. When his mother found him, the poor boy
was too weak to move and his hands and arms were seriously
burnt.
When he was delivered to the hospital, the doctor told
Huang's parents
their son was too badly injured and the hospital could not
take him in. What the doctor said instilled in the couple
such an intense despair that they felt as if the sky and
earth were spinning around them. Huang was their oldest
son--how could they simply give up on him? Refusing to
relinquish hope, they looked everywhere for a cure and
found herbal medicines to apply to his burnt arms. Despite
their efforts, however, their son's condition did not
improve. The skin of his arms festered and then began to
peel off until the bones showed. Huang's father got a pair
of scissors and cut off the decayed bones. After that,
Huang's wounds gradually healed, but he had also lost his
arms.
"When I became armless, I didn't feel any pain. It
was only when I realized I was different from others that
I began to suffer." When Huang entered elementary
school, his teacher said to him, "You only need to
come to class. You don't have to hand in any
homework." But Huang did not want to be different
from his classmates, nor did he want any exceptions made
for him just because he was disabled. He said to himself,
"I must try to do everything my classmates are
capable of doing."
He started learning to write with his foot. Too shy to
practice in school, he only did it at home. At first it
was difficult. A pencil was round, and it was hard for him
to keep it steady with his toes. But he worked hard at it.
After relentless practice, he finally managed to write
neatly. He was so happy when he could at last hand in
assignments just like his classmates.
Learning to ride a bicycle was another big challenge
for him. He was full of envy when he saw his classmates
biking to school, so he told his parents he wanted to
learn to ride one. At first they were supportive, but when
they saw him falling off his bicycle again and again,
bruising and hurting himself, they made him stop. Despite
their opposition, Huang practiced secretly on his own; his
parents were too busy working on the farm to keep an eye
on him. Fortune always smiles on those who work hard--he
finally made it.
After that, his confidence was greatly increased. He
was sure he could do almost everything with his feet. He
learned to wash clothes, thread needles, sew clothes and
buttons, and weave bamboo baskets. He could even swim,
paint, and write calligraphy with his feet.
Because his family was poor, Huang had to drop out of
third grade. He stayed at home and helped his parents tend
the family orchard. He watered fruit trees, loosened the
soil, and did many other chores. His toes often got hurt
when he held a knife with them to sharpen bamboo sticks to
tie up fruit trees. But he gritted his teeth and bravely
bore the pain. He wanted to know his limitations and
discover the full extent of his abilities. "I want to
do whatever others can do," he said.
In Huang's village, he was often praised as a brave
warrior who despite his handicaps never relied on others.
Before long, his story attracted the attention of the
media. In 2001, the Guilin Municipal Bureau of Culture
sent a teacher to instruct Huang in dancing, and a dance
was especially choreographed for him so that he could
enter a talent contest held for the physically challenged.
Huang did not disappoint those who cared for him--his
performance won a Special Honor Medal at the competition
and evoked the interest of the China Disabled People's
Performing Art Troupe, which later enlisted him as a
member. Since then, he has been touring the world with the
troupe and capturing the hearts of numerous people with
his dancing and his undaunted spirit.
"The Green, Green Rice Seedlings" was
a dance especially choreographed for Huang. In it he
cooperates with a group of deaf-mute dancers who play the
roles of rice seedlings. Without hands, Huang cannot do
sign language and therefore is unable to communicate with
his fellow dancers. But they work so well together on the
stage that one can sense a strong camaraderie among them.
"We help each other in the troupe," Huang
explains. "I have no hands, so at dinnertime some of
the deaf-mute dancers help me fill my rice bowl. When we
go shopping, I act as interpreter for them since I can
read sign language."
At
the invitation of Tzu Chi and the Zhang Yao-ruo
Foundation, the troupe went on a performance tour in
Taiwan from July 7 to 22 this year. Tzu Chi volunteers did
their best to play good hosts. They treated every troupe
member with the utmost hospitality and kept plying them
with drinks, food, and fruit.
With the help of a toothpick held between his toes,
Huang picked up pieces of watermelon and put them into his
mouth. Then he used his foot to wipe his mouth with a
paper towel, collect the rinds and paper towel, and throw
them into a garbage can. Everything people do with their
hands he can do just as well with his feet. "I hope
you won't treat me as if I were someone special. I'm just
as normal as you are."
What was most surprising of all was that he could even
take pictures. Taking advantage of a spare moment, he
asked Lin Yi-long (林宜龍),
a Tzu Chi volunteer who is good at photography, to teach
him some photographic techniques. "I can take
pictures, but only with small cameras," said Huang.
"My feet can't hold big cameras steady." He
borrowed a camera from a volunteer and demonstrated how he
used it. He grasped the strap of the camera with the big
toe of his right foot, and then used his left foot to
steady the camera. After framing his shot and adjusting
the focal length, he pressed the shutter with the big toe
of his right foot. Click! A distinct, clear picture was
captured.
When Yang Hai-tao (楊海濤),
a blind troupe member who likes to carry a camera around,
was taking pictures, Yang enthusiastically served as his
eyes and helped him to aim his camera correctly. Onstage
or offstage, Yang never failed to attract attention.
When asked what he thinks about his performance, he
answered, "I hope that in addition to providing some
entertainment to people who care about the disabled, my
performance can help inspire those who need spiritual
guidance to find their inner strength and become
stronger."
Huang deeply feels that one doesn't need to be whole of
limb to achieve what one wants to achieve. "What is
more important is to have a healthy mind." While
growing up, he never felt that he was inferior to others
because of his physical defects. When his neighbors
suggested that he wear artificial limbs to make his life
more convenient, he said with confidence, "I can do
everything the way I am. There's no need for me to be
fitted with artificial limbs." Perfectly at ease with
his physical condition, he hopes that in the future, when
he is no longer with the troupe, he can find a job related
to the handicapped and use his experience to help more
people who are in need of a guiding hand.
......
Because Huang often goes on performance tours with the
troupe, he rarely has time to visit his parents. "I
go home only once or twice a year. I really miss my
parents." Once his disabilities made his parents
worry a lot about him, but now they are proud of him as he
tours the world and amazes audiences with his dancing. He
has even become the envy of his fellow villagers. A
neighbor even joked, "If I could go abroad to perform
like you, I’d be willing to have my arms chopped
off."
Apparently Huang has become a role model not only for
his fellow villagers, but also for many other people who
know his story. He has managed to make his life shine even
more brightly than most able-bodied persons. No wonder he
can say contentedly, "Although I've lost my arms, I
never feel there's anything missing in my life."
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