For
the past five years, every Sunday morning from 8:00 to
9:00 it has never rained in downtown San Jose, California.
More specifically, it has never rained in the parking lot
of the First Christian Church of San Jose.
On this particular Sunday morning, the sunlight had
already stretched its warmth far across the sky, its light
bouncing off the buildings and onto the gleaming faces of
people lined up outside the gate of the church. The line
wrapped around to the other side of the street. It began
to move shortly after the hour. Over one hundred people,
many of whom had been waiting since 7:00, were ready to
start their week off right with a cup of hot coffee,
juice, fruit, pastries, a bagel, and a meatless Egg
McMuffin.
Perhaps it was the sunny disposition of every person
there that kept the rain away just long enough for Tzu Chi
to conduct its weekly free breakfast distribution in that
very parking lot. Faces etched with lines from many
hardships broadened into deep smiles at the touch of a
hand. "You're all beautiful people!" a man
exclaimed with a sweeping motion of his hand, as if he
were sprinkling his happiness with the sunlight. The line
moved along as hands gently reached out with grateful
smiles. Beyond each of these smiles was a person with a
story.
Out of the crowd stands Tony. Although he has a lean
build, his sharp eyes and striking presence cannot be
easily overlooked. For eight years, Tony trained recruits
for the Special Forces. He is educated in psychology,
nutrition, and speaks several languages. He was a preacher
in jail. As the only boy in his large Creole family, he
had learned at a very young age to look after his sisters
and mother. The quiet redhead who is always by his side is
his wife, Arielle.
Tony and Arielle were recently married. Two days before
their wedding, they had neither a suit for Tony nor a
dress for Arielle. Arielle, petite and reserved, becomes
animated and excited when she talks about their wedding.
"Tzu Chi did everything for us! They got Tony's suit,
they got my dress--they took care of everything, even the
food!" Her gentle green eyes light up with happiness
as she recalls the story. "We didn't have anything,
but we talked with Mr. and Mrs. Wee and we didn't have to
worry about a thing. They even videotaped it for us!"
Tony and Arielle, like many other regulars at the
Sunday breakfast distribution, had become familiar with
the faces of A.T. Wee and his wife, Guo-Hua, over the
years. The Wees were part of the founding group for the
Tzu Chi Northern California Chapter. Dedicated to the
homeless and street youths, A.T. and other volunteers used
to wake up before dawn during the winter and drive around
San Jose looking for people under bridges to give
breakfast and sleeping bags to.
In the beginning, A.T. and the other volunteers went to
St. James Park in San Jose to pioneer the Sunday breakfast
distribution. Before then, mass distributions for the
homeless had only taken place once or twice a year during
the winter months. At these distributions, people received
sleeping bags, winter clothing, and food. A.T. recollects
why he wanted to start the breakfast distribution:
"At each distribution, there were always
more than a thousand people in need. I realized this was
not a one-time job. There was a duty for us to help and
connect with the people more. I wanted to get to the heart
of the problem." A.T. began thinking of long-term
plans to help. He wanted to lead others to a more frequent
and deeper relationship with the homeless and to bring
them companionship.
At the first official Sunday breakfast distribution, no
more than twenty individuals showed up for the event. A.T.
and the other volunteers had to search through the park
for more people, as word of mouth had not yet spread about
such an opportunity. Among the very first volunteers were
Jim and Dorothy Chang. Jim is quiet and hardworking. His
thick glasses only magnify the kindness in his gentle
eyes. Dorothy is cheerful and enthusiastic. Her laughter
is a familiar sound that floats above the crowd. Every
move the couple makes is accompanied by large smiles.
When Jim and Dorothy first started helping A.T. with
the distribution, they were anxious about their
English-speaking abilities since their mother tongue was
Chinese. Because of this, Dorothy was a little shy when
greeting people. Yet upon shaking hands with the first
person she greeted, Dorothy's true nature leapt out of
her. The man said, "Oh my, your hands are cold!"
and Dorothy placed a hand over her chest and exclaimed,
"Oh, but my heart is warm!"
Starting at St. James Park and relocating from place to
place, the breakfast distribution finally settled into the
parking lot of the First Christian Church. United in
purpose to help the homeless community, A.T. led the Tzu
Chi Northern California Chapter into a partnership with
Pastor Scott Wagers, Sister Adrienne Lawton, Sandy Perry
and members of the Community Homeless Alliance Ministry (CHAM).
Together with CHAM, First Christian Church opened up one
of its halls for homeless people to stay in and allowed
Tzu Chi to use the church parking lot for the breakfast
distribution.
"We operate as a community where we all try to
take care of each other to the best of our abilities,
working to create a society of love and respect,"
Sandy remarks. "Underneath the noise and
destructiveness of poverty, there's a lot of love here.
It's the world we live in and it is the responsibility of
people who believe in a better world to counteract that
negativity and bring a spirit of love." Because of
this spirit of love, every day is worth it for Sandy.
Every day, Sandy sees the hope in humanity. "Love is
the only force that is powerful enough to counteract the
force of meanness. The meanness of this world--that's not
the end of the story--that's just the way things are now.
By using the spirits in our hearts--this love in our
hearts--we change the world and make it a place where love
can flourish. You'd be surprised... there's a lot of good
people out there and they don't even know it until they're
called upon."
Presently, the Sunday breakfast distributions bustle
with nearly thirty regular volunteers each week. They have
called upon themselves to attend to their duty to serve
others and feel nothing but the reward of love and
friendship in return. The last Sunday of each
month--"Free Haircut Day"--is the most popular
of all the Sundays. Dorothy Chang, who is fondly nicknamed
"Sister Haircut" among the volunteers, is the
head hairdresser on these Sundays. There is also a
"Brother Coffee," "Brother Sandwich,"
"Brother Banana," and "Brother Muffin"
as well. The volunteers donate all the food and supplies.
"I wanted to create something unique," said A.T.
"These volunteers have passion and know the potential
of what they give. There are no barriers between anyone.
This is what's so special about the breakfast distribution
and Tzu Chi--our volunteers."
It was after the establishment of the breakfast
distribution that A.T. introduced a youth program for
street kids at Bill Wilson School in San Jose. He wanted
to go beyond the distribution and drive deeper to impact
the community at a more fundamental level. A.T. first met
Arielle at this program. Yet it would not be until a year
after Arielle graduated from the program that A.T. would
see her again--two days before her wedding. Arielle
happened upon the breakfast distribution and recognized
the blue-and-white uniforms of the Tzu Chi volunteers. She
knew she could find A.T. and the help she needed for the
wedding. On August 6, 2003, a year and two days after her
reunion with Tzu Chi, she and Tony celebrated their first
wedding anniversary. A.T. surprised the couple with a
small party, a viewing of their wedding video, and carrot
cake.
"Today is the happiest moment of my life. Last
year was the beginning of the happiest moment of my life,
and I pray it never ends," Tony said, holding up a
cup of apple juice to toast his friends. Although it had
been a rough year for the couple, they celebrated their
anniversary joyously and without defeat. "When we
needed someone, you guys were there." It was a simple
statement, but for Tony and Arielle, it encompassed a deep
gratitude carved from enduring the unpredictable
circumstances of the past year. "Now we have someone
that we can count on. Before, there was no one out there
for us to turn to. It was only here that we were able to
receive the help that we needed. We received respect from
you guys."
Tony and Arielle feel that coming to these Sundays with
Tzu Chi is a way for them to show their support. "We
come here every Sunday just for you guys. We want to thank
you every week for all you've done for us." The
couple, though not clear of hard times, will still spare
what they have to help other people, even if it is the
last ten dollars from their wallets. The couple wishes to
join Tzu Chi as volunteers to help give back to the
community. They believe that all it takes is a little
heart. "We may not be millionaires, but we can offer
love, honesty, and respect."
Master Cheng Yen reminds us that although our lives are
not predetermined and cannot be completely comprehended,
the strength of love can change the world and our lives
can be determined by our own commitments. She says,
"In our lives, we will always encounter unfavorable
situations, times of foggy or chilly weather that bring
discomfort. If we remain committed to our goals, it will
be like warm sunshine in winter."
Tony and Arielle have been affected by this commitment
of sincere giving from Tzu Chi. "This is not about
the breakfast," Tony said. "You give us dignity
and love. Everything you do is with dignity and
love." And within this circle of giving and gratitude
there are no rains in life that dignity and love cannot
shelter us from. |