Anyone
who stepped into the conference room on the fifth floor of
the Tzu Chi Taipei branch office around noontime on
November 5 would have been immediately drawn to the
glamorous sonatas of Chopin and Beethoven. A pianist was
joyfully performing for an audience of more than eighty
people.
Taking a closer look, you might have found that the
pianist was rather young. What was even more special was
that the pianist apparently could not see anything. Yes,
he was actually a sixteen-year-old blind musician who was
leaving for Austria on November 10 to pursue advanced
studies at a prestigious music college.
During a one-hour concert, Hsu Tse-cheng performed all
kinds of songs, ranging from classical music to popular
folk songs, to bid farewell and express his heartfelt
gratitude to all the Tzu Chi members who had generously
and kindly supported him. The lovely melodies warmed up
every heart in the audience, and some people were even
moved to tears when Tse-cheng played "I Love You,
Mom" for his beloved mother.
Tse-cheng's father is a taxi driver and his mom a
housewife who mindfully looks after her husband and two
sons. When Tse-cheng was merely a baby, his father noticed
that the pupils of his eyes did not seem to move properly.
When they had their son's eyes examined by an
ophthalmologist, the couple found out that Tse-cheng's
retinas were chipping away for unknown reasons. That was a
ruthless blow to the whole family.
An unexpected discovery three years later, however,
brought a ray of sunshine into their dark, miserable
minds. One day, Tse-cheng's granduncle gave him an
electronic keyboard as a present. The bright child could
accurately replay the tunes of any folk songs that his
grandfather sang to him after listening to them just a
couple of times. Cheered up by the boy's talent for music,
his parents started encouraging him to learn to play piano
under different teachers. "At least he can find a way
to entertain himself," Mrs. Hsu told me later on.
The path for Tse-cheng in learning to be a good pianist
has been full of setbacks and challenges. He must memorize
every song by heart. The greatest difficulty for him to
cope with is when his fingers need to jump from one key to
another distant one because he cannot see them. This can
only be alleviated with constant practice, although he
still misses sometimes. However, his hard work finally
paid off. Four years ago when he was twelve, his
performance of a Taiwanese folk song, "The Dark
Sky," won first place at the International Contest
for Mentally-Physically Challenged Young Musicians held at
the Kennedy Center in Washington, D.C.
This gifted pianist is strong in character, but he is
also wise enough to know how to live with disappointment
and failure. He elaborated his "philosophy of the
worst outcome" to me when I went to talk with him
after the concert. "I never place any high
expectations in a contest before I go for it. Instead, I
always assume that I'll be the loser after the
contest," explained Tse-cheng. "Then I'll be
really happy if I do win." That sounds a little
pessimistic and cynical at first, but it actually makes
sense after you ponder deeply on it. What a wise young
man!
We often say that when Heaven closes one door, it often
opens another one. This saying seems to be appropriate in
describing Tse-cheng's life. Behind his glorious
performances on stage, there must be a lot of stress and
grief buried in his mother's heart. "Your gifted son
might have been a very common child had he been given good
eyes with which to see," I said to Mrs. Hsu.
"That's quite possible, but I would rather that he
have a common life without so many hardships," she
replied. I was deeply moved to hear her comment.
The young musician was also worried about his intensive
studies in Austria, since he will have to study the
difficult German language as well as his music courses.
"I can't even speak English well, so how will I learn
German well?" The road to success is full of
challenges, but I believe a bright young man like
Tse-cheng should be fine after he lives in that beautiful
nation for a while. After all, he will study with the
blessings of millions of Tzu Chi members. |