He
was wealthy and prospered in business, but a simple action
that tapped the well of his compassion changed everything.
He is now devoting all he has, even his whole lifetime, to
helping the needy.
In a market in Malacca, Malaysia, it was all bustle and
excitement--vendors bawled their goods, as buyers haggled
for a better deal. Amidst the fervent buying and selling,
different voices spoke: "Please help the earthquake
victims in India. Tzu Chi is building over two hundred
houses at Cotada Village." Standing in various
places, groups of two or three people in blue-and-white
uniforms earnestly solicited contributions from
passers-by. Among them was a tall, monk-like figure who
was marked by his unruffled manner. It was David Liu,
director of the Tzu Chi Malacca branch in Malaysia. If it
weren't for the gold watch on his wrist, no one could have
told that he was once the owner of a huge fabric factory.
"Thank you so much, sir." Liu bowed
respectfully as a gentleman dropped a few coins into the
donation box. Such humility could not have been expected
from him eight years ago. Back then, he was an arrogant
atheist who only believed in himself. But now, he has
devoted his entire being to Tzu Chi, a Buddhist charity
organization. What brought about the metamorphosis?
Prologue to change
"To a hardworking entrepreneur like me, a life
without extravagant enjoyments was not worth living."
Those were Liu's famous words. Raised in a rich family and
enjoying great success in trade, he equated happiness with
money and self-indulgence. In his garden, he had man-made
mountains and a pond full of colorful carps. He would fly
around the globe to taste world-class delicacies.
In order to earn more money, the Lius emigrated from
Taiwan to Malaysia in 1988 and set up a large fabric
company. The craving for wealth stimulated Liu to work
diligently day after day. Despite his affluence, the
thought of doing good deeds never occurred to him.
Whenever he had time, he played golf. However, his wife
Echo was different. She had aspired to help the less
fortunate ever since she was a little girl.
Echo was the first pioneer to carry out Tzu Chi
activities in Malacca. Every weekend, she led her
husband's employees to visit lonely old folks in the
Majebaru Nursing Home. Wanting her husband to experience
the joy of serving others, she invited him to visit the
needy with her on the weekends. But he would bluntly
refuse. "You should be content that I don't object to
your involvement. Sunday is my time for golf, and I won't
sacrifice that day for anything else."
His wife was not about to give in. She baited him with
his hobby, photography. When she showed him pictures of
the lonely old people and the handicapped people that she
regularly visited, he asked suspiciously, "Why was
this man in tattered clothes sleeping on the floor?"
"He wasn't sleeping--he's a vegetable," Echo
said. That drew his attention. The powerful image of a
paralyzed person living in a dilapidated shed would shake
anyone to the core. Seeing that those care recipients were
good subjects to test his photography skills, Liu offered
to "sacrifice" some of his weekends and take
pictures for his wife.
These picture-taking trips changed his attitude. After
witnessing how frail old people were left to survive on
their own and how the place reeked because no one ever
cleaned it, a strong sense of compassion welled up in
Liu's heart.
Gradually, whenever his assistance was called for, he
would put down his camera and help bathe the old people.
"At first I was afraid of their odor. But then I
asked myself if I would have minded the smell if they were
my own family members? The answer was 'no.'" Yet the
old people suspected that the kindness of the volunteers
was a camouflage behind which lurked evil intentions. When
the volunteers bathed them, they clutched their money
tightly in their hands for fear that it would be stolen.
Some questioned Liu rudely, "How much is the
government paying you to do this?" Surprisingly, Liu
was not offended. "Their reaction was understandable,
since they hadn't been loved in such a long time. It's
only natural that they'd be suspicious of us."
Through serving the less fortunate, he had grown more
understanding and realized what a blessed man he was.
Realizing how small he is
Liu was a living example that success in business can
go to a person's head. He had always thought he was better
than others in many ways. Who and what had transformed a
proud man like Liu into such a humble person?
In October 1993, he had a chance to visit the Abode of
Still Thoughts, the headquarters of Tzu Chi and the place
where Master Cheng Yen and her disciples live. There he
saw a group of old women in the garden, sitting in a
circle and picking vegetables. Listening to their rustic
conversation, he was inexplicably touched by their
amiable, down-to-earth manner and their contentment in
doing such a trivial thing as picking vegetables. Compared
with the selfless dedication of these elderly women, his
wealth and success in business meant nothing. For the
first time in his life he became aware that he was in
truth totally insignificant.
Inspired by the old women, Liu bravely told Master
Cheng Yen that he wanted to take the Tzu Chi Ten
Precepts--no killing, stealing, fornicating, etc. To him,
this big commitment deserved a grand ceremony held at the
Abode in the presence of the Master and the other nuns.
Although the old women had taught him that he was merely a
speck in the universe, his mentality was still that of a
big boss. To his surprise, the Master just extended her
hands and told him, "You have good aspirations. You
shall now begin to abide by the precepts." Thinking
that this must be a mistake, Liu asked, "Master,
don't you need to perform some kind of ceremony?" The
Master just shook her head and said, "Your own
determination to firmly carry out the precepts is the most
important ceremony." With that the
"ceremony" was finished, and not even a picture
was taken to celebrate his grand commitment.
On the last day of his stay, he participated in a
one-day retreat at which over a hundred male Tzu Chi
members had volunteered to serve the other participants.
Pious chanting filled the room with serenity. Sitting on
the meditation mat, the Master gently spoke: "These
volunteers are from all walks of life. Some of them are
company executives, some street vendors. Nevertheless they
put down their work in order to serve all of you and
ensure you a comfortable retreat." Liu was surprised
over the fact that people would take a day off just to
wait on strangers.
Looking through half-closed eyes, Liu saw two lines of
male members, each holding a meal tray in their hands.
They calmly filed in and stopped in front of the first
participant in each row. A volunteer stood before Liu.
Then an unexpected thing happened--all the volunteers
knelt down, stretched both hands forward and offered the
meals with the utmost respect. Staring at the person
kneeling before him, Liu was shaken to the core.
He felt ashamed, because nothing he had done in his
life could qualify him to receive such respect. Maybe this
person bowing to him was a company executive. "Both
of us are business directors, but how could he put aside
his ego and humble himself so sincerely, while I'm so full
of myself? What a lousy person I am!" Feeling pangs
of repentance, he was unable to speak for the rest of the
day.
In the same year, Master Cheng Yen certified Liu and
his wife as Tzu Chi commissioners and entrusted to them
the responsibility of carrying out the Tzu Chi missions in
central and southern Malaysia. Liu vowed that if
necessary, he would donate a vacant lot beside his factory
to Tzu Chi.
Donating wealth joyfully
At that time, Liu's factory was running smoothly. He
could have worked hard at the company and made more
profits. But by then he had realized that the Tzu Chi
missions, which benefited society, carried far greater
significance than his business, which only brought him
monetary rewards. After he returned to Malaysia, he
gradually shifted his attention from his business to Tzu
Chi. Eventually, he closed down his factory and became a
full-time volunteer.
Right after the retreat at the Abode, Liu
enthusiastically launched many activities and generously
offered his office for Tzu Chi to use. But as the
activities increased, problems surfaced. Volunteers
disrupted the workflow at the factory. For instance, on
the day before a relief distribution, the factory was
virtually turned into a marketplace. Pile after pile of
vegetables, rice, and clothes blocked the entrance.
Judging from the growing number of volunteers, Liu saw the
need to build an office for Tzu Chi in Malacca.
After obtaining Master Cheng Yen's permission in 1995,
Liu resolutely shouldered the responsibility for the whole
construction project. Business and golf, once the top
priorities of his life, were cast aside. From donating
126,000 square feet of land, having the blueprints drawn,
and getting building permits from the government, to
supervising the construction and purchasing equipment, he
put in his whole heart and soul. Even when the factory ran
into a crisis, his attention was not diverted from the
construction. Since raising funds in Malaysia was
difficult, Liu willingly paid all expenses from his own
pocket. Just the construction itself, excluding the price
of the land, cost US$1 million. He spent all he had, even
the company's revolving funds.
However, his devotion did not win him wholehearted
support from local Tzu Chi volunteers. On the contrary,
some criticized him and questioned his decision to build
such a grand office. "I wanted to tell them that it
was okay if they gave me no financial support, but at
least they could show me some moral support," Liu
said. Despite overwhelming discouragement, his
determination never wavered. "Never once did I think
of quitting. I knew my intention was pure and selfless.
And I resolved to have it built at all cost." By the
time the construction was finished in 1997, he had lost so
much weight that he needed to wear suspenders to hold his
trousers up.
"It was all worth it," Liu said. With the
building, Tzu Chi people in Malacca have a home to return
to. Many people who visit the office are touched by the
attention Liu paid to every detail. The building is like a
magnet that draws more and more people to join Tzu Chi and
do good deeds.
Renouncing vanity
The purpose of doing spiritual cultivation is to
nurture virtue and rectify one's conduct and behavior. To
Liu, being a Tzu Chi volunteer is his way of carrying out
spiritual cultivation. He also had his hair cut short and
became a vegetarian. Since he joined Tzu Chi, he has been
inspired quite a few times. The first inspiration was the
moral he learned from building the Tzu Chi Malacca branch
office--giving without expecting anything in return begets
genuine joy.
Liu was once an urbane, image-conscious businessman who
regularly visited hair salons to have his hair cared for
and permed. When he traveled, he never failed to take a
bag full of hair-care products to ensure that he looked
his best. Later, when he began to lose his hair, he
carried even more stuff around. This habit continued even
after his duties at Tzu Chi increased. He woke up early to
groom his hair and always applied hair loss lotion before
going to bed.
Once traveling to attend a meeting with Stephen Huang,
director of the Tzu Chi Religious Culture and Humanitarian
Aid Department, Liu forgot to take a comb. Assuming that
anyone would carry such a basic necessity, he asked Huang
to lend him his. "Do you think I need a comb?"
Huang, who like Liu used to pay a lot of attention to his
appearance, pointed at his short crewcut. Looking at
Huang's small toiletry bag and then at his own cumbersome
bag, Liu suddenly envied Huang for his carefree manner.
"Why couldn't I be like him?" He thought about
it throughout the night. The following day, when they
reached the meeting place, Liu did not join the meeting.
Instead, he went to a barbershop and got a crewcut. He not
only cut off his hair--he also renounced his vanity.
Taming his taste buds
"I was a gourmand who could not live without
meat," Liu confessed. Oyster, shark's fin, abalone,
lobster and beef steak were his favorites. Even when he
dined with vegetarians, he would always order a plate of
meat.
Yet he made an overnight change because of a few words.
The conversation Liu had at three in the morning of
October 10, 1996, will forever be inscribed in his mind.
That day saw the opening of the Tzu Chi Kuala Lumpur
office, which was also donated by Liu. He had been
discussing the teachings of the Buddha with a friend since
midnight. At three a.m., the friend suddenly spoke out
what had been on his mind for some time. "Liu, you
are a disciple of Master Cheng Yen and the director of the
Tzu Chi Malacca branch. Yet you cannot even abide by the
most fundamental Buddhist precept of no killing. I truly
wonder whether people can have faith in the words that
come out of a mouth that also munches flesh."
Liu was speechless. The friend hit the nail on the
head. As a disciple of the Master and as a leader, he
should be a role model and not an ordinary person craving
the flesh of other living beings. How could he let his
personal behavior stain the Master's reputation? Liu said
impulsively, "According to your words, I will be a
vegetarian from this moment."
Little did he expect that the abrupt cutoff from eating
meat would be so painful. Every sight of what used to be
his favorite food tempted him to break the vow of
abstinence. At one point, he even considered drinking meat
soup as a way to get around his vow. A book by the
Venerable Master Yin Shun, the mentor of Master Cheng Yen,
saved him. Master Yin Shun wrote that in order to advance
one's spiritual cultivation, it is preferable for a
Buddhist practitioner to become a vegetarian. Thus Liu
firmed up his determination to fight off temptation. Now
he is content with his simple vegetarian diet.
Love transcends nationalities
"Why are you, a Taiwanese, helping the Malays and
not your own people?" a reporter from the Malaysian
newspaper Chinapress once asked Liu. "Because Great
Love does not distinguish between nationalities or
religions," Liu replied without hesitation. "My
Master taught me that since I am enjoying the resources of
Malaysia, I should repay her people. Moreover, I see it as
a blessing to be able to help others."
After Liu closed down his factory, he wanted to make
the most of that property. Most investors would have sold
the land for immediate cash. That piece of land would have
brought Liu at least US$3.3 million. But he decided to
donate the land and use it for a nursing home, a free
clinic, or any facility that would benefit society. When
he reported his decision to the government of Malacca, the
officials thanked him on behalf of all Malacca citizens.
They said to him, "Only you, a Tzu Chi member, would
do such a thing!" He has indeed lived up to the
Master's teaching that one should repay the local
community.
Liu said that when he closed down his factory, he did
not lose anything. Instead, his gain was immeasurable
because he had let go of all his worries. Liu used to
believe that happiness came from accumulating wealth. Yet
his spiritual practice in Tzu Chi has taught him that
giving without expecting anything in return brings true
joy. When he ran his business, he expected to gain profit,
but that expectation often brought him ceaseless worries
at the same time. When he had longer hair, he expected
others to appreciate his good grooming. Before he became a
vegetarian, he expected the best delicacies to satisfy his
taste buds. But now he has given up the sources of his
worries, and his mind is in peace. In Tzu Chi, he has
found a new direction in life, and he is marching
unwaveringly toward it. |