The Tzu Chi Foundation has become one of the largest
charity foundations in Taiwan with millions of members
both in Taiwan and abroad. Yet few people know that in the
early days over three decades ago, when Master Cheng Yen
established the foundation in 1966, she had nothing.
Leading an ascetic life, the slim, petite Buddhist nun
wholeheartedly carried out her spiritual cultivation in a
tiny wooden hut behind Pu Ming Temple in Hualien County,
eastern Taiwan. Despite the tough situation she was in,
Master Cheng Yen resolved not to accept offerings from
followers and not to perform Buddhist ceremonies, common
ways for monks and nuns to earn money. Instead of
recoiling from the hardships and withdrawing from her
principles, Master Cheng Yen unremittingly searched for
alternative ways to sustain herself.
First she grew vegetables, a skill she had acquired
before becoming a nun. In 1965, the Master and three other
nuns plowed the barren fields behind Pu Ming Temple to
grow peanuts and other vegetables to feed themselves.
Since farming alone could not provide enough food, Master
Cheng Yen explored other methods of making a living,
including knitting sweaters and sewing baby shoes. Besides
reciting and studying sutras, days were spent working in
the fields and in the workshop.
However, such hard work still did not guarantee them
food on the dinner table. The money they earned from their
crops was often not enough to pay for the fertilizer.
Sometimes after a day's hard work, dinner for Master Cheng
Yen and the other three nuns consisted of nothing more
than some white rice and a small piece of tofu cut into
four pieces and soaked in salt water. Their bed was so
tiny that the four of them had to lie on their sides and
huddle together like shrimps.
Even today, the nuns at the Abode of Still Thoughts,
the headquarters of the Tzu Chi Foundation, still uphold
the motto of "No work, no meal." They grow
vegetables, make candles, and produce bean powder, a sort
of dietary supplement. Royalties earned on Master Cheng
Yen's books are also an important source of income for the
nuns.
On April 28, along with twenty other Tzu Chi
volunteers, I accompanied 150 people to the Still Thoughts
Camp, a two-day retreat held at the Abode for people who
want to learn more about Tzu Chi.
After meeting with the Master, one member of the camp
asked which kind of life was the most valuable. The Master
answered, "The most valuable life is a life without
regret." She reminded people that time is the most
valuable but heartless thing in the world. We should use
the present moment to help the needy as best we can.
Another member asked what prompted the Master, a
28-year-old nun at the time, to leave the little wooden
hut and engage in the mission of educating the rich and
helping the poor.
With a smile the Master answered, "It was all
because of the power of trust. I trusted my selflessness
and I trusted my belief that all people had love."
The Master, now aged sixty-four, elaborated that before
she left the hut, she solemnly asked herself whether she
wanted to gain either profit or prestige by going out
among people. The answer was of course negative. She then
told herself that she firmly trusted there was love and
compassion hidden in people's hearts. They only needed to
be activated and revealed by someone, and the Master
decided to be that person.
"If I did the most difficult part of taking the
lead, I was pretty sure even without looking back that a
lot of people would follow me to do charitable work,"
the Master explained.
What she said was like a prophecy. If someone asks her
how many members she had when she first started
thirty-five years ago, she can answer that there were only
thirty. But when asked how many members she has today, I
am afraid she cannot give you an accurate number. Today,
Tzu Chi members can be found in every corner of the world.
Each of them has given unceasingly over the last
thirty-five years, since they understand that the more
they give, the more they gain spiritually.
While the Master answered questions, I looked around
the hall and noticed how many people were listening with
awe and admiration. Above all, we were overwhelmed by the
power of trust. |